How Long?

Fewer posts, fewer words, fewer options. It looks as though it may be coming to an end. Why should I fear, but I do. I sing that my hope is in you, but hopelessness abounds. I don't know what to do. There's seems to be no point in this post, only foolishness. I look to be filled, but am empty. God help me. God help my family. God help all of those that I have hurt. Help my wife to understand, and take care of her. Help my children to grow up not bitter, but in your love. Forgive me Lord.